As long as I can remember even as a child of 3-4 years-old, I always hated the feel of the glans of my penis rubbing against my briefs. I hated the discomfort in the winter with the cold making my glans almost feel like it was burning. I used to place my penis inside a sock during the winter if I wanted to go outside and play.

I remember when I was 10 years-old my parents sent me to a summer camp. The first day of camp, when we all went into the bathhouse to change into our swim trunks, I saw my first whole penis. He was one of the counselors and I was just taken back by the looks of it. Then I started to look around and noticed a few of the other boys my age had the same type penis that the counselor had. I was staring so intently at the counselor’s penis he came over to me and asked me what I was looking at. Being so young I just said “I’m sorry sir…but is there something wrong with you? ” as I pointed to his penis and looked away. He replied “You have been circumcised and I have not.” So then I started to ask myself a lot of questions.

Being a gay man, when I was starting to date other men, one particular man I started to see was intact. He explained to me how the foreskin worked and it’s purpose. During sex I can remember him just shuddering with ecstacy as our evening progressed. I was so envious as I never seem to enjoy the pleasure of an orgasm as much as he did. I was so frustrated and angry, and I felt so deprived that anyone could do such a thing to any man let alone me. I wanted so much to be like a intact man.

I bought my first computer 8 years ago. About a year later as the technology rapidly advanced with the search engines, I looked up everything that I could find about the foreskin. I stumbled upon a video of a baby being circumcised. I almost threw up. The screams, blood, the little body wretching, my God it was horrible. I just couldn’t believe that it was done to me.

Strapping a newborn infant male to a board and lopping off his foreskin. How barbaric. If that was a infant girl you would have every person in the world protesting that type of inhumane procedure. I say it should be mandatory that every expectant mother watch a video of a baby boy being circumcised. And if they still want to go ahead with it, the mother should be psychologically evaluated . No infant should be brought into this world and expeirience that pain and torture.

The next website I stumbled onto was about foreskin restoration. I think this was one of the happiest days of my life. I started immediately with the cross tape method where this is the first stage to restoration. The first time I had the shaft skin taped over my glans, I can only describe it as: “This is the way it should be”. With the skin over the glans, I suddenly had this immense feeling of calmness run through my body. I found myself smiling more and for the first time since I can remember. I was not constantly reminded of my penis rubbing against my underwear. I could run, walk, or jog with total comfort. I never thought about my penis until I had to urinate. It is where it belongs, covered and back to being an internal organ.

In less than a week the glans of my penis became alive. It began to get so sensitive that I couldn’t ever leave it uncovered again. After about 5 days I masturbated and achieved an orgasm like I never had in my life. From that point on I knew I was going to restore my foreskin no matter how long it took.

I tried all sorts of devices. I am starting to gain more skin coverage this past year. Even if some how I never gain full coverage I will be thankfull that I have regained more sensitivity then I ever thought I could. Most of the devices are so comfortable once you achieve enough skin to use them, you almost don’t know they’re on. And it feels good because you know that someday you will have back what you lost in a couple of seconds.

That’s my story. I will leave you with this thought: All males are BORN WITH A FORESKIN. It’s there for a reason.
PARENTS : LEAVE IT ALONE.